I hope you all find someone who gives you cute names and tells you it’s adorable when you do embarrassing things and hugs you when it’s early in the morning and makes you feel like you have a whole disneyland fireworks show going off inside your body and never ever lets you go
Nevermind. Too tired to sob
Wow I’m so fucking pathetic. Crying in front of people, embarrassing myself, crying on the way home. Driving while crying putting myself in danger fuckigb why am I so useless. Why does this happen. I knew this would happen once school started again. Oops I’m sobbing now. Thanks, self.
I don’t think people love me. They love versions of me I have spun for them, versions of me they have construed in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love.
i don’t like your clothes take them off
You know what’s a big turn on? When you’re making out with someone and they just randomly get on top of you. Yeah that is fucking great.