i love you
People who say sadness doesn’t hurt physically apparently never experienced feeling so sad. I’ve felt it in my legs, my jaw, my head, my quivering lips, aching eyes, and my aching chest. It hurts my chest the most because it literally feels like your heart is in pain.
I feel so sick inside
I try and hide it outside
My arms scratched and mind numb
Getting exhausted from walking
Please take my pain away
Please take these thoughts away
Please don’t leave I’m sorry
I’m not good enough.
Thanks i suppose. Doesnt really help however thanks for the kind thought
I hope you all find someone who gives you cute names and tells you it’s adorable when you do embarrassing things and hugs you when it’s early in the morning and makes you feel like you have a whole disneyland fireworks show going off inside your body and never ever lets you go
Wow I’m so fucking pathetic. Crying in front of people, embarrassing myself, crying on the way home. Driving while crying putting myself in danger fuckigb why am I so useless. Why does this happen. I knew this would happen once school started again. Oops I’m sobbing now. Thanks, self.